cavin190406
About You
- Sex at Birth
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Male
- Birth Month
- 8
- Birth Year
- 1980
- Ethnic Origin
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White - European
- Any distinguishing marks?
- n/a
- Nature of Registration
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Child Posting info for Birth Parents
- Relationship to the person
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Birth Child
- Details
- Registrants Relationship to Target: Birth Child
Person(s) You Are Looking For
- Ethnic Origin
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White - European
- Person's Birth Region
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Not Known
- Personal Message
- Since I met my natural mother - life hasnt been easy! We met - got on - fell out - made up and fell out AGAIN! All my fault of course! I was made to feel like every thing bad that had happened to her was my fault. I dont have contact with her anymore. I\\'m in two minds about that - 1) - she can\\'t hurt me anymore and 2) - I\\'m missing out on my brothers and sisters. There were very tense moments between us at times. But the most raw topic to even mention - let alone speak about - was my father. Who is he? My head had been a mess and still is. For some reason - as hard as I really try I can\\'t get him out of my head. My mother told me that she was raped aged 13. I was born when she was 14. I\\'m not asking her to go into detail. I\\'m asking her for just a name. The amount of times I told her that I would wait till she was ready to talk. The amount of times I called her - wrote to her and visited her. Each time I would tell her it\\'s OK - but this did\\'nt make one bit of difference at all. I have a man who I call Dad - he is my father - he is the man that raised me and calls me son. There is NOTHING that would EVER change that. But - something inside of me just longs to know WHO I AM!
- Any distinguishing marks?
- n/a
